♥ This Little Girl ♥

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This blog is for me to write and express about my life and being a submissive and little. bdsm and DD/lg, that kind of stuff. This blog isn't that bad but it's still 18+ and probably nsfw. I track the tag "anonymouslittlesub"

I just got off work, and he’s cooking me dinner. And he did the dishes too. I love him so much. ^.^

I need to be honest. 

I haven’t been on much, because I haven’t had anything to write about. We don’t really have sex anymore, and I can’t remember the last time I had an orgasm. He needed to focus on work because we were struggling. We’re okay now financial wise. But the dynamic has slowly faded away. I tried to get it back to where it was. But his nature sticks to routine, and I can’t make him get back into it if he isn’t ready to. We’ve talked about it, and he says he’s still very into it. He just needed some time.

So what’s this submissive girl to do? Wait. My love for him means more than my sexual desires. I can wait for him to be my dominant again, and I will. If it never becomes that way again it’ll be fine. I can focus on other things to take my mind off of it. But I know this isn’t the end of the dynamic. It’s just a break and a waiting period. 

(but I’m still here everyone! This is blog isn’t going anywhere <3)